fortune cookie: "Forget yesterday: Tomorrow will be a golden day for you.".......May 14th was my golden day ;P
Posted by sugarxlipsx20
at 4:23 PM EDT
Saturday, 15 May 2004
05.15.04
fortune cookie: "Forget yesterday: Tomorrow will be a golden day for you.".......May 14th was my golden day ;P
fortune cookie: "Forget yesterday: Tomorrow will be a golden day for you.".......May 14th was my golden day ;P
Tuesday, 4 May 2004
05.04.04
back from almost two hours of tutoring with sedgie...very tired...still got a lot of work to do...still thinking about matt... :`C
back from almost two hours of tutoring with sedgie...very tired...still got a lot of work to do...still thinking about matt... :`C
Posted by sugarxlipsx20
at 9:56 PM EDT
05.04.04
well there's probably a lot of other things i should be doing right now but just don't want to do them yet. anyway, had a big concepts test in computer literacy today and got 77%. YAY!! that's really good for only reading one of the chapters and skimming the other two. other than that, it's been a fairly normal day. been thinking about matt though. it didn't sound like he had much fun at his prom. plus, he told me he wasn't going to drink because he was driving....and he got drunk. i told kimmie about it and she said to me, "well the guy is hurting". meaning...???? he also said that his grandmother past away on saturday, his prom was on sunday. when i talked to him it didn't seem like he was that upset, unless he was just acting that way because he didn't want to admit that he wasn't ok. i don't know. i don't think i'll ever understand guys.
well there's probably a lot of other things i should be doing right now but just don't want to do them yet. anyway, had a big concepts test in computer literacy today and got 77%. YAY!! that's really good for only reading one of the chapters and skimming the other two. other than that, it's been a fairly normal day. been thinking about matt though. it didn't sound like he had much fun at his prom. plus, he told me he wasn't going to drink because he was driving....and he got drunk. i told kimmie about it and she said to me, "well the guy is hurting". meaning...???? he also said that his grandmother past away on saturday, his prom was on sunday. when i talked to him it didn't seem like he was that upset, unless he was just acting that way because he didn't want to admit that he wasn't ok. i don't know. i don't think i'll ever understand guys.
Posted by sugarxlipsx20
at 9:54 PM EDT
Friday, 30 April 2004
04.30.04
ok, so right now i am feeling incredibly depressed. why you ask? well let's take a look, shall we? i am 20 years old, i am in college (and barely passing), i don't know if i have a car that runs, and just for the heck of it, let's throw in one bad relationship...the only relationship i've had my entire life and that only lasted three months. if you've been reading past entries, you might be thinking to yourself "well what about that sexy matt guy she talked about before?" yeah, that's mainly what's depressing me. my friend kimmie keeps telling me to be patient and that something will happen. i met him at my school's spring ball, which was frebruary 20th. since then, he's visited me like every weekend, aside from spring break and easter break. when he comes to visit me (which, by the way, requires him to drive like 50 minutes), we go bowling or we stay in my dorm room, order chinese, and watch movies. and when he can't visit me during the week, he's always talking to me on instant messenger, leaving a voicemail every now and then, and sending me funny links to my e-mail. plus, kimmie tells me that when we're together we're very flirtatious. so after all that, i wanna know why he hasn't kissed me, or even hugged me, if it's so obvious that he really likes me.....ok, i just looked at my calendar and it's been exactly 10 freakin' weeks since i met this guy and not a god damn thing has happened. i try to act positively around people and everyone thinks i'm just too nice. so what the hell is really wrong with me? am i too ugly for any guy to wanna be with me?? i really want to know why i've only had one relationship out of the 20 stinkin' years i've been on this stupid planet. honestly, what's the point in living when you can't have the one thing you want more than anything? and why would you want to be around to see so many other people enjoying what you can't have, or will never have? i'll probably go through the rest of my life being invisible to everyone.
ok, so right now i am feeling incredibly depressed. why you ask? well let's take a look, shall we? i am 20 years old, i am in college (and barely passing), i don't know if i have a car that runs, and just for the heck of it, let's throw in one bad relationship...the only relationship i've had my entire life and that only lasted three months. if you've been reading past entries, you might be thinking to yourself "well what about that sexy matt guy she talked about before?" yeah, that's mainly what's depressing me. my friend kimmie keeps telling me to be patient and that something will happen. i met him at my school's spring ball, which was frebruary 20th. since then, he's visited me like every weekend, aside from spring break and easter break. when he comes to visit me (which, by the way, requires him to drive like 50 minutes), we go bowling or we stay in my dorm room, order chinese, and watch movies. and when he can't visit me during the week, he's always talking to me on instant messenger, leaving a voicemail every now and then, and sending me funny links to my e-mail. plus, kimmie tells me that when we're together we're very flirtatious. so after all that, i wanna know why he hasn't kissed me, or even hugged me, if it's so obvious that he really likes me.....ok, i just looked at my calendar and it's been exactly 10 freakin' weeks since i met this guy and not a god damn thing has happened. i try to act positively around people and everyone thinks i'm just too nice. so what the hell is really wrong with me? am i too ugly for any guy to wanna be with me?? i really want to know why i've only had one relationship out of the 20 stinkin' years i've been on this stupid planet. honestly, what's the point in living when you can't have the one thing you want more than anything? and why would you want to be around to see so many other people enjoying what you can't have, or will never have? i'll probably go through the rest of my life being invisible to everyone.
Posted by sugarxlipsx20
at 12:30 AM EDT
Sunday, 25 April 2004
04.25.04
gooooood morning! so i stayed up 'til 4 in the morning last night and got really into doing work for macroeconomics. i know, i'm a freak. i have no life, except for my kimmie and mr. sexay matt ;P which reminds me, he's coming to see me today because he's going to the Third Eye Blind concert that's gonna be on campus tonight. yippee! i think he's bringing some friends with him, but i'm not positive. if he brings a bunch of hot guy friends with him, it's going to make kimmie so mad she missed it. that's what she gets for leaving me to go home for a weekend. i know, i can be mean sometimes. anyways, i don't have much time. i gotta get a fair amount of work done and shower, not to mention eating sometime, all before 3:30 when my sexay matt comes. and i still wanted to make it to the library sometime today too. they're having a book & plant sale. i was hoping to get a plant since i left my christmas cactus at home over winter break. i'd really like to get a fish, but a plant will do for now. maybe over the summer i'll get a fish. a beta fish. a nice big and pretty beta fish. that'd be awesome. maybe i could get one that would live in one of those vases that has a plant stuck in the top and that's where the fish gets the oxygen it needs. might even cut down on how much i gotta clean the vase. i don't know. but it would be cool. i wanna name mine Crap Bag. and kimmie wants to get one too and name it Princess Sofia Banana-Hammock. (for all you Friends freaks out there, you should know where we got those names from) i know i know, we are very strange people. and we're capable of reproducing. think about that one and try to sleep at night. ;P tootles y'all!
gooooood morning! so i stayed up 'til 4 in the morning last night and got really into doing work for macroeconomics. i know, i'm a freak. i have no life, except for my kimmie and mr. sexay matt ;P which reminds me, he's coming to see me today because he's going to the Third Eye Blind concert that's gonna be on campus tonight. yippee! i think he's bringing some friends with him, but i'm not positive. if he brings a bunch of hot guy friends with him, it's going to make kimmie so mad she missed it. that's what she gets for leaving me to go home for a weekend. i know, i can be mean sometimes. anyways, i don't have much time. i gotta get a fair amount of work done and shower, not to mention eating sometime, all before 3:30 when my sexay matt comes. and i still wanted to make it to the library sometime today too. they're having a book & plant sale. i was hoping to get a plant since i left my christmas cactus at home over winter break. i'd really like to get a fish, but a plant will do for now. maybe over the summer i'll get a fish. a beta fish. a nice big and pretty beta fish. that'd be awesome. maybe i could get one that would live in one of those vases that has a plant stuck in the top and that's where the fish gets the oxygen it needs. might even cut down on how much i gotta clean the vase. i don't know. but it would be cool. i wanna name mine Crap Bag. and kimmie wants to get one too and name it Princess Sofia Banana-Hammock. (for all you Friends freaks out there, you should know where we got those names from) i know i know, we are very strange people. and we're capable of reproducing. think about that one and try to sleep at night. ;P tootles y'all!
Posted by sugarxlipsx20
at 11:47 AM EDT
04.25.04
ok, i have serious issues going on with me. i have two matt friends. one is hot and the other has become my stalker. i'm not kidding. the kid just shows up to my room whenever he feels like it, no heads up, nothing. he just shows up and to top it off, if he's got nothing to say, he'll just sit on my bed and stare around the room. creepy, huh? everyone tells me to tell him off, but dammit, i'm too nice. i can tell a girl off, but guys are different. you don't want to hurt their feelings or they'll end up being bitter and hating girls. i don't know. i mean, this guy used to appear nice, but now i see what's really going on. if i ask him to leave, he asks why. if i ask him to stop doing something, he either asks why or says no. wrong answer pal. ladies, take note: any guy who does not respect your wishes is automatically out of the picture. poof!...gone. now here comes the big problem. this guy is also an accounting major, like myself, which means that we will definitely have some classes together throughout the rest of our schooling here. which means that if i'm mean to him, i gotta put up with seeing him for the rest of the three or four more years we're here and i don't want to make enemies with people my first year in college. i was kinda hoping to make more friends than enemies this time around. but i don't know if that'll happen...i've got issues. this is not at all like high school, although at times it seems some girls are still trying to live that life. anyways, getting off track. so basically i gotta tell this guy to leave me alone because he's becoming real creepy lately. is there something about me that attracts these kinds of people? kinda like those odd-balls that start talking to you for no reason in the grocery store or something? maybe i just give off this 'i'm such a nice person' vibe that those people can't resist. oh well. i will figure something out...and soon.
now about the other matt. this other matt is absolutely wonderful, not to mention ruggedly handsome. he actually has manners! amazing! i didn't think there was a guy out there like him and somehow, i found him! haha i must be having a little bit of good luck. so the deal with this guy is that he appears to like me and wants to spend some time with me every weekend, which requires him to drive roughly 50 minutes, and sadly he's still in high school. yet i can't believe this guy is still in high school. the first time i met him, i thought he was a sophmore in college and had to be at least a year older than me. but he's actually like a year and a half younger than me. i guess one of the things i really like about him is that he makes me feel younger when i'm around him...and i'm only 20! seriously, this guy seems perfect. you only know you've found the perfect person when you find an imperfect person you see perfectly. so that's this guy, right? i'm not thinking marriage or anything, but come on, a hug would be nice. kimmie tells me it's so obvious he likes me, and yet, he's not saying anything. guys: women go through so much s@#t, make the first f@!#$%g move, will ya. it's not that hard. i don't know, i guess i just gotta go with the flow on this one cuz i hate making the first move and i don't think he's going to any time soon. plus, this summer i know i won't get to see him at all because i'll be moving home, instead, i'll get to see that jerk of an ex-boyfriend at work along with my ex-'best friend'.
like i said before...i have issues.
ok, i have serious issues going on with me. i have two matt friends. one is hot and the other has become my stalker. i'm not kidding. the kid just shows up to my room whenever he feels like it, no heads up, nothing. he just shows up and to top it off, if he's got nothing to say, he'll just sit on my bed and stare around the room. creepy, huh? everyone tells me to tell him off, but dammit, i'm too nice. i can tell a girl off, but guys are different. you don't want to hurt their feelings or they'll end up being bitter and hating girls. i don't know. i mean, this guy used to appear nice, but now i see what's really going on. if i ask him to leave, he asks why. if i ask him to stop doing something, he either asks why or says no. wrong answer pal. ladies, take note: any guy who does not respect your wishes is automatically out of the picture. poof!...gone. now here comes the big problem. this guy is also an accounting major, like myself, which means that we will definitely have some classes together throughout the rest of our schooling here. which means that if i'm mean to him, i gotta put up with seeing him for the rest of the three or four more years we're here and i don't want to make enemies with people my first year in college. i was kinda hoping to make more friends than enemies this time around. but i don't know if that'll happen...i've got issues. this is not at all like high school, although at times it seems some girls are still trying to live that life. anyways, getting off track. so basically i gotta tell this guy to leave me alone because he's becoming real creepy lately. is there something about me that attracts these kinds of people? kinda like those odd-balls that start talking to you for no reason in the grocery store or something? maybe i just give off this 'i'm such a nice person' vibe that those people can't resist. oh well. i will figure something out...and soon.
now about the other matt. this other matt is absolutely wonderful, not to mention ruggedly handsome. he actually has manners! amazing! i didn't think there was a guy out there like him and somehow, i found him! haha i must be having a little bit of good luck. so the deal with this guy is that he appears to like me and wants to spend some time with me every weekend, which requires him to drive roughly 50 minutes, and sadly he's still in high school. yet i can't believe this guy is still in high school. the first time i met him, i thought he was a sophmore in college and had to be at least a year older than me. but he's actually like a year and a half younger than me. i guess one of the things i really like about him is that he makes me feel younger when i'm around him...and i'm only 20! seriously, this guy seems perfect. you only know you've found the perfect person when you find an imperfect person you see perfectly. so that's this guy, right? i'm not thinking marriage or anything, but come on, a hug would be nice. kimmie tells me it's so obvious he likes me, and yet, he's not saying anything. guys: women go through so much s@#t, make the first f@!#$%g move, will ya. it's not that hard. i don't know, i guess i just gotta go with the flow on this one cuz i hate making the first move and i don't think he's going to any time soon. plus, this summer i know i won't get to see him at all because i'll be moving home, instead, i'll get to see that jerk of an ex-boyfriend at work along with my ex-'best friend'.
like i said before...i have issues.
Posted by sugarxlipsx20
at 2:06 AM EDT
Sunday, 18 April 2004
04.18.04
hmmm....it's been awhile. well, let's see.....yesterday i went out with my friend, kimmie, and my mad hot friend, matt ;P we went bowling out past the viewmont mall. omg! it was a lot of fun. they kept trying to smack my ass and distract me while i was trying to bowl. soooo not fair. but i still beat them. hahahaha!!! damn i'm good. and somehow we became such perverts. lots of sexual lingo going on, probably from kimmie's influence. anyways, time to get some work done.
hmmm....it's been awhile. well, let's see.....yesterday i went out with my friend, kimmie, and my mad hot friend, matt ;P we went bowling out past the viewmont mall. omg! it was a lot of fun. they kept trying to smack my ass and distract me while i was trying to bowl. soooo not fair. but i still beat them. hahahaha!!! damn i'm good. and somehow we became such perverts. lots of sexual lingo going on, probably from kimmie's influence. anyways, time to get some work done.
Posted by sugarxlipsx20
at 3:10 PM EDT
Thursday, 1 January 2004
01.01.04
http://embet1.tripod.com/blog/index.blog?entry_id=177791
http://embet1.tripod.com/blog/index.blog?entry_id=177791
Posted by sugarxlipsx20
at 1:45 PM EST
Wednesday, 31 December 2003
12.31.03
WOW! I finally have a webpage! Isn't that awesome!?
WOW! I finally have a webpage! Isn't that awesome!?
Posted by sugarxlipsx20
at 8:02 PM EST
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